All good

Okay listen I apologize for the lack of posting and I mean it, really. I've been disconnected from blogger for many reasons and could say one of them is because I've been doing a lot of useless craps, like, I told myself this today:

"Happy birthday? This time, be more productive, quit worrying, have good hopes, keep planning.

I do this a lot. HEY SO IT'S ALL GOOD OKAY? Stay alive, survival is number one 'cause you want to see infinity war just so you can cry. wow what an excuse, good for you. you also want a new gaming console, whatever it is though, save money and be patient about it, you'll get one sometime next year. neither of those can happen if you're dead so be good. and YES be more productive, don't just save bookmarks of so many random sites for no reason or save pictures of THE MOST AMAZING TREES for no reason as well you just save those in your flash drive and if it's full you complain about it to yourself and I can tell you it definitely looks so sad from other people's perspective if they come into your room finding out you're talking to your laptop and it doesn't say anything back and that's so sad. but that's okay so just be you have good hopes and stay alive. don't forget also work on the things you care about, no giving up, 'cause it's never gonna happen if you don't do anything about it."

Yes, by "useless craps" I really mean bookmarking websites and, well not saving pictures of the most amazing trees that's just a reference to Dear Evan Hansen, I was just saving/downloading game consoles pics. Different angles, colors, limited editions, craps like those. Useles am I right?

If I wanna be honest I don't think any of my friends IF I HAD ANY knows about DEH. I'm just so lonely. I just wish I have someone who thinks the way I do, same sense of humor and stuffs. Would be great. 'Cause then they can understand me, the way I think, my jokes and references, memes, all those, and we'd have a great time.

Good news: miracle happens, and after calculating everything, I thought I could save just enough for a PS Vita in 6 months. But this special day of D28 turned out to be exactly special. I got some money, and this could really boost the amount of money I've collected, so I won't have to wait for too long to get my hands on a PS Vita.

I was really being patient and planning to be more patient, but I got rewarded so soon. Oh thank God for this. I suddenly love the world, I can't wait to check stores and ask around to get the cheapest price for it. Just thinking of holding the PS Vita gives tingly feelings down my spine. I'm so ready, just need to save a few more. I can estimate the time of buying, next year, and it's either on February or March.

So heck yes I am excited, happy, and grateful of what happened.
And I guess that's all I want to say, see y'all next time... maybe tomorrow!
Bye bye.

-Kam is feeling grateful as hecC