youuu

youuu guuuys
i'm still not okay but
here's something
i decided to finally unprivate my first youtube video
and also upload a bunch more!!

now this is my first time
i think
but hey why don't you guys see this one video.
relatable amirite

today i was just thinking... what am i doing with these stupid videos that is in ma lappy?
gameplays, edited videos, those that are supposed to be "somewhere"
youtube
so i decided, i'm gonna upload them to youtube.

i uploaded like 14 vids
one was copyrighted lol
it was the very beginning of captain america civil war but with stupid subtitle
like wow in just few seconds youtube got me
i obviously wrote "this isn't mine" stuff like that ya know "just for fun"
but still
so yeah whatever
the rest of them are pretty much gameplays and other stupid crap so i don't have to worry bout anythin

also changed my few things on my newgrounds profile
my username is the same i'm using on youtube
go on check my profile out

so yeah that's probably all of it i hope you guys are feeling okay unlike me
have a great day and good bye :)

- Kam is probably a YouTuber

am i okay

i swear my life is mess right now
yeah hello hi i'm back
i'm totally not doing good
sooo
i don't know about this post tbh
still blogging with my phone
dunno it's quicker
this is a quickfire post
i don't even know what to talk about
maybe some updates

i'm depressed and had some anxiety attacks
yea that's what is happening
i'm like a mess inside a mess

i'm not talking about giving up life
no. if you're going through perhaps a similar struggle please, don't even think of ending your life

you have so much to live for
honestly we don't know what's gonna happen in the future
but what if you're a few days away from receiving happiness? maybe achieving your dreams?

I know it's hard to guess what's gonna happen
some bad things might occur
that's also why i'm scared of the future
but why do we worry about the bad things when we can think of the good things instead
show people how much you're excited

being sad is normal
being scared is normal
but remember you also have time to be happy

and you deserve to find happiness

hopefully my future posts wouldn't be so sad, but this is it for this one.
see ya :)

-Kam

metal assassin?

hey people wassup?

listen, i'm not in a mood. so this post might just turn into a train wreck at any time.

just be careful and pay attention to your surroundings.
that's... too much. :/

and yeah even though holiday's over i'm still blogging with my phone.

dunno, it feels more comfortable this way and like, a bit more... something. it just feels great.

even though it lacks features, unlike the pc/web version, but it sorta feels a lot user friendly and not too serious which is what i like.

also it's still with old android design, not with all stylish material design which is really great with android lollipop and marshmallow.

i don't know about you guys, but that's how i feel about the app. i rate it-
wait how come am i reviewing the app now?

also, i made an imdb account, i feel great. i made a list of movies i've seen. i can keep track of things (movie related).

if you guys wanna check out the list, click right over here. cool innit?

so far i've seen 150 movies. of course it's not all of 'em since i made 2 days ago and i could be missing some.

it's funny the first video i put in it is star wars rogue one. ONE. rogue one. lol the first video.

the list isn't in the right order, not from the first one i've seen to the latest one, because i wouldn't remember all of them.

sort of disappointed at myself for not watching assassin's creed and passengers.

i wanted to see them but it's late, some theaters in my city isn't showing them anymore. so maybe i'll wait for dvd release.

i heard assassin's creed wasn't like what people expected though, but i'm still curious to see it since i played some of the games.

and plus michael fassbender is playing the lead role sooo... i hope he won't be messing around with metal, lol.

it's great to see magneto doing parkour stuff instead of levitating himself. but wouldn't it be great, an assassin who has a superpower?? XD

at least he's still our shark daddy loool

well yeah maybe one of the reasons why i wanted to see these movies is because marvel actors are leading the role.

jennifer lawrence, chris pratt, michael fassbender. maybe even more, i don't know.

but hey 2017 is gonna be great right, we have mcu with 3 movies, wow. guardians of the galaxy vol 2, spider-man homecoming, and thor ragnarok!

also we'll have hugh jackman's last wolverine role, in logan.

i'm totally excited for those. i know i'm having a really bad time with life, but at least some things in life will make me happy like nothing else will.

so don't worry about anything, if you're a marvel fan, like to watch movies, 2017 is here to entertain us. be happy! :)

yup i think that's it, have a great day!
goodbye! :)

-Kam is excited for the movies this year!

experience!

hello people!
how are you?
in this post i will tell you my experience in...

using virtualbox

windows xp...

an interesting throwback.
it's pretty good, supports most of updated softwares and stuff like that.
obviously, some people might actually still use xp.

windows 2000...

now this, is crazy.
an ultimate retro feeling. i haven't tried win me, 98, 95, which is what i also going to try. some websites are difficult to access. but i can visit this blog. +1 point lol.

now, i didn't just try those two, i also tried windows 98, and i'm willing to try windows 95 and 3.1 too.
and windows me just to know how bad it was.

i mean i tried installing windows me but, it failed several times for me. i don't know if i got the wrong iso image file or whatever, but i might need to follow a tutorial from youtube.

windows 98...

installed once, failed. and the second time, finally worked with some issues. but i managed to get through those.
when i finally got it working, and seeing that desktop with few applications and stuff, first thing first i tried installing guest additions. i can't. apparently it doesn't work with 9x/me OS.
but i was fine, i found out how to resize the guest screen, plus, more colors.
then i got a problem, i can't access the internet. internet's working, but i kept getting an error on internet explorer.
so i thought, well maybe it'll work with firefox. so then i downloaded an older version of firefox that's compatible with windows 98, on my host pc.
now another problem, i didn't know how to send it to my guest pc. i tried googling. many solutions that didn't work with me including, using bridged network, and through usb flash drive.
there was one solution they told me but i saved it for later because i didn't think it was gonna be easy, until i had no other choice. i decided to do this one, when i realized, "oh yeah i do have the tool". then i created an iso file with firefox installer inside. now finally i can transfer the file.
firefox installed, internet worked!

then with the internet working i installed an older version of gimp, an image editor software. which i have in my host pc. and also installed 7z, and minesweeper because it didn't have it installed.

wow that's was a long story i typed all about my experience with windows 98. internet was a bit slow though.

overall using virtualbox is quite a fantastic experience. especially since windows xp is the first OS i've ever touched (not literally).

so using it, i could try and have my own experience with older OSes (especially microsoft's). and maybe i'm gonna also try Linux and Mac OS X.

oh maybe i should try blogging on one of my guest PCs? f yeeeah totally!! XD

so yeah.
more things i wanna talk about...
movies.
i'm planning to see Assassin's Creed and Passengers sometime soon but i still don't have the schedule when i literally have nothing to do this week lmao.

well
that's an accurate representation of my whole life.

but i'm gonna watch 'em that's for sure.

that was a lot to talk about. i guess that's all for this post. thanks for reading, hope you have a great day and i'll see you next time, byee! :)

-Kam had a fantastic experience.

excitement

hello!

currently boot scanning my laptop or whatever. i forgot what it's called but i think that's it.

so yeah i'm back home and sort of excited to try virtualbox and mess around with windows xp. but i have to wait then download some files that are necessary.

memz
nah lol i'm not gonna do that.
but maybe i will in the future? seems fun but idk if i actually wanna do it.

for now i'm just gonna try out stuffs and won't really get into some heavy working on it, just doing simple things.

what are you doing today? anything exciting or interesting?

i always feel like i want to learn more about technology, you know, being an IT expert. lol but i just wanna learn more, don't really have to be an expert.

but now speaking of technology, apparently people are afraid of technology. i've seen this video on youtube that proves it. just search "afraid of technology" on youtube, you'll be blown away.

so it's 2017, right. so far it's pretty great, especially since K-2SO followed me on twitter. lol i know it's just a fan account, but somehow it made my year.

i love K-2SO so much i need at least one proof that i actually love K-2, i need a K-2SO figure. that one i saw days ago, now that i have enough money i think i'm more interested in buying.

but it's actually still hard for me to hand the money away, since the plan of saving money for a ps vita is still going strong. i have like almost 1/3 cash of the price. and that much that i have is almost 1/2 of K-2 figure's price.

damn i'm confused. doesn't really matter for now tho since i'm gonna be quite busy with my laptop for (maybe) days.

laptop's still scanning. stayed on 2% since years ago lol. some files are corrupted, sucks but whatever.

ooh 3% now, getting hyped.
what i remember from my past bootscans is that it'll take long to reach 2% and it'll stay there a lot longer then it'll be much faster after it's past 2%.

but i guess it'll be longer now since i probably have more files than back then. and now that i realize it took quite long to do it i regret for not doing it earlier. well i sort of forgot to do it earlier in the morning.

anyway, i'm just gonna wait here while i eat my cheesecake. 6% now and i'll send future updates in a min i gotta go get my cheesecake.

leftover. cheesecake, vanilla ice cream, white chocolate, cheese cookies. wow, great meal. what a lunch. i gotta celebrate, right? XD

scanning progress: 22% done.
and all of a sudden when i see the screen it's 82% done, what the hell.

okay, that was done. then i tried xp, did this and that then changed wallpaper to pixelized K-2SO. then now i'm trying windows 2000.

so yeah, i think that's all to tell for now.
thanks for reading and see you next time!
(i might tell you about my win xp and 2000 in the next post, tell you what i did and everything)

bye! :)

-Kam is trying out exciting new things!

nu year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

nah, i'm not late.
look at my twitter, i was super early.
...compared to those in the USA.

so hi, back here again. and look, wow, new year. back in here blogging in the new year.

that was a bit complicated to say.
but anyway, it's good isn't it?
(but not for long mwahahhaha jk)

let's just hope we'll make it this year and it's gonna be better and everything.

so uh, last month i was all about cake after my birthday, and...
guess what i've got...
A CAKE!
probably a cheesecake but i haven't looked through it yet, but most likely a cheesecake.

so heck, i can't wait to eat it. also can't wait till everyone's full so the rest of it could be all for myself. (yay)
i've been waiting for it and i deserve it.

A Completely Change of Plan.

good news: yes, it's cheesecake.
bad news: some not-so-relatives came and ruined my plan.
so the cake was supposed to be in my charge, but someone else came in my position and gave some to them, that didn't even come here for my birthday and even if they were, where's my gift and they were late.

now that is crap so i have (they're still here by the time i wrote this) to show my dominance and i will stay here and watch over my cake, my beautiful and glorious cake.

why the fu is this even happening?? i swear i'm in front of my cake right now and my freakin cake is almost 50% done by now. need the Guardians of The Galaxy to step in right now to save me and my cake. they're getting some tea and watch me people, i'm not gonna drink 'em even if you offer me. watch and learn.

and bro actually ruined it by touching my cake in some parts, bro ugh.

this cake is mine and not a lie.
i needed this and i have rights to make all of this mine. piss off.

like, i just don't understand how the cake is almost less than 50% eaten and only few of my family ate it, including me. like, HOOOW BRO?

i got offered to eat but maybe later, these other people got offered to eat too but they also said later so basically i need to watch over my cake first, and longer because they are still here and I AM THE ONE TO MAKE SURE MY CAKE IS SAFE.

i'm not effin overreacting, one of the kids kept walking past right in front of me and that is annoying. they just can't get any closer to my cake. MY CAKE.

hey i have a joke.
when i grow up i wanna run a company that's going to process papaya into all kinds of food and drinks.

it will be called poopwell company.

aaayyy

okay that's all for now i guess...
thanks for reading!
happy new year! again. see you later!

-Kam loves the cake