Saturday, December 30, 2017

Another one?

I know what you're thinking... "kam? You're back, this fast???" FIRST OF ALL, y'all, another good news, another miracle, I got free 10gb data.

This might not seem much (well, for some of you) but at least it's something! Be grateful!!
So yes that's why I'm back, just to let you people know that wOaH anotha one!!!1!11!!

Been so lucky this month I guess, but right now my body is experiencing some health issues, I won't tell you what's going on but I'm hoping I'll be OK next year anyway.

Wait hold up.
Next year, is in two days. That's crazy.
Do you know what it reminds me of? Black Panther, Avengers: Infinity War. Ohhh man they're not so distant after all.

Alright, that's all. See you guys for one last post, tomorrow. Bye for now!

-Kam with another post comin' atchu

Friday, December 29, 2017

Positively positive

Hey people, what's up?

I'm in the middle of a "limited to no internet crisis" if you're wondering. But all good! I feel like. Blogging doesn't eat up that much data but it's VERY limited so sometimes I'd have to think twice but I'm doing it right now anyway!!

This is kind of related to my plan of saving money so I could buy a new gaming console...
I wished, honestly, for things not to go bad and ruin my entire plan. I have a feeling it might be going downhill slowly right now, but I shouldn't lose hope, I need to think positive.

The plan will go accordingly, sometime in January I will check stores and ask around, to get the cheapest price possible  for the PS Vita slim.
Or for some stupid reason Sony found this and they decided to say "hey we want to give you one for free, 'cause we see you struggling there." HAHAH my imagination is crazy man.

Just think positive, Kam, why is that so hard??
Anyway, I think that's all, like what I said, I have very limited internet right now and I still have to blog more until the new year.
Alright, see you guys later!
Later!
LOL get that reference??

-Kam is struggling heLP

Thursday, December 28, 2017

All good

Okay listen I apologize for the lack of posting and I mean it, really. I've been disconnected from blogger for many reasons and could say one of them is because I've been doing a lot of useless craps, like, I told myself this today:

"Happy birthday? This time, be more productive, quit worrying, have good hopes, keep planning.

I do this a lot. HEY SO IT'S ALL GOOD OKAY? Stay alive, survival is number one 'cause you want to see infinity war just so you can cry. wow what an excuse, good for you. you also want a new gaming console, whatever it is though, save money and be patient about it, you'll get one sometime next year. neither of those can happen if you're dead so be good. and YES be more productive, don't just save bookmarks of so many random sites for no reason or save pictures of THE MOST AMAZING TREES for no reason as well you just save those in your flash drive and if it's full you complain about it to yourself and I can tell you it definitely looks so sad from other people's perspective if they come into your room finding out you're talking to your laptop and it doesn't say anything back and that's so sad. but that's okay so just be you have good hopes and stay alive. don't forget also work on the things you care about, no giving up, 'cause it's never gonna happen if you don't do anything about it."

Yes, by "useless craps" I really mean bookmarking websites and, well not saving pictures of the most amazing trees that's just a reference to Dear Evan Hansen, I was just saving/downloading game consoles pics. Different angles, colors, limited editions, craps like those. Useles am I right?

If I wanna be honest I don't think any of my friends IF I HAD ANY knows about DEH. I'm just so lonely. I just wish I have someone who thinks the way I do, same sense of humor and stuffs. Would be great. 'Cause then they can understand me, the way I think, my jokes and references, memes, all those, and we'd have a great time.

Good news: miracle happens, and after calculating everything, I thought I could save just enough for a PS Vita in 6 months. But this special day of D28 turned out to be exactly special. I got some money, and this could really boost the amount of money I've collected, so I won't have to wait for too long to get my hands on a PS Vita.

I was really being patient and planning to be more patient, but I got rewarded so soon. Oh thank God for this. I suddenly love the world, I can't wait to check stores and ask around to get the cheapest price for it. Just thinking of holding the PS Vita gives tingly feelings down my spine. I'm so ready, just need to save a few more. I can estimate the time of buying, next year, and it's either on February or March.

So heck yes I am excited, happy, and grateful of what happened.
And I guess that's all I want to say, see y'all next time... maybe tomorrow!
Bye bye.

-Kam is feeling grateful as hecC

2K18's D28

FIRST OF ALL
THIS IS VERY LATE

But hey, happy 2K18's D28 peeps!
Also, happy holidays and happy new year, too late and too early I guess WHO CARES! :D

I really don't know tbh, I just had to do this real quick.
Have a good life!

-Kam

Monday, December 25, 2017

Whatever the heck the post title is

Heeeyyyyy sup guys

Ahh sorry I've been gone a long time, dunno.
I'm blogging with my phone again, cause, well, firefox is having problems handling google accounts.
Let's not get into too much detail there! Hi! So I'm back!

I'm feeling confused though, like I have no hope, lol idk, shouldn't worry too much cause everything's gonna be just ok.
Life.. uh... finds a way. Am I right?!

Let's start with some obvious things, well AN obvious thing, STAR WARS THE LAST JEDI!!!! YUP.
I've seen it, and though some people might not agree with me, but, a lot others will, The Last Jedi was incredible.
I loved it.

It's like a thrilling ride. An unexpected journey. Okay just watch it if you haven't.
Also I went all the way from Stormpilot to Kylux. HAHAHAH not that I don't ship Stormpilot anymore but HAHAHAHAH.

Another thing, birthday, yay birthday, in a few days, hm yes hmm yes yes.
I have a feeling I won't be getting much, tbh, and, I don't know, this doesn't help anything. I want both a freaking PS Vita Slim and a 2DS XL.

Cuz u know, if u wanna buy me one I'd be very thankful of your existence. Oh yeah I wish someone would buy me either one. Or I'll buy both, maybe, but I don't have much like. Like. Like. But I don't want someone to help me with buying it you know the payment, I'd rather get some money from them and then buying it myself without them knowing so there's no "oh some of the money that bought this was once belong to me so technically this could be mine so let me borrow it"

Wth.

Well I guess just buy one that interests me more than the other then, save more money till I have enough for the other one AND THEN I'LL HAVE BOTH a vita and a 2ds in some months to ten years gap whatever the heck-

Okay I'm done.
Just enjoy life and the things you have while they still exist and the people you have while they're still around.

Okay bye now.

-Kam

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Why?

Sorry you guys, i delay the infinity war trailer shots reaction thing. It will be here though but not anytime soon.

I want to talk.
I want to ask.

Why?
Why can't i talk to other people like other people?
Why can't i interact and communicate well like other people?
I always imagine doing everything a lot harder because of this. Including reaching my dreams and, living.

When i talk to other people...
Do i get nervous? No.
Do i get anxious? At times, yes, when i feel like i did something wrong or awkward.
I just...
I can't come up with things to talk about or say something fast enough to actually talk well to make them want to talk to me again because i can't start a conversation for goodness' sake.

I guess i do get nervous that's why my brain just can't. Can't think of a verbal response. Just. Can't.

Do i want to talk to other people? Yes! I really really do if i know how to do it just right.
And on one side, i have to say this, although i really hate me for this and i really hate the word. I'm shy, KIND OF, not so much.
I WANT to change, i want to work my life out, i want to get rid of my shyness forever, can't act well with it right?

I want to let everyone know also, i'm ashamed of being shy, weird i know, but i'm serious. I want to be able to fully express myself like other people.

Surely i'll need help with all of these but, i need to talk with other people, and try doing better.
But where can i get in life when i can't even open up, talk about these things to other people??

Mushroom. Shitake mushroom.

Do you hear me? No, you don't. I don't speak loud enough.

I'm trying to reach out. If you see this, help me.

-Kam

Saturday, December 2, 2017

There was an idea

"In time, you will know what it's like to lose."
Y'ALL AVENGERS INFINITY WAR TRAILER IS HEEERE

It was out, finally, 2 days ago, on November 29th, 2017.
I'M SO READY FOR IT BUT NOT REALLY.

Okay I'm assuming you've seen it I mean WHO THE HECK HASN'T. If for some reason you haven't seen it then what the hell go see it now link here.
Or maybe you're too hyped you want to see the trailer again and try to find some things that you missed watching it the first time.