am i okay

i swear my life is mess right now
yeah hello hi i'm back
i'm totally not doing good
sooo
i don't know about this post tbh
still blogging with my phone
dunno it's quicker
this is a quickfire post
i don't even know what to talk about
maybe some updates

i'm depressed and had some anxiety attacks
yea that's what is happening
i'm like a mess inside a mess

i'm not talking about giving up life
no. if you're going through perhaps a similar struggle please, don't even think of ending your life

you have so much to live for
honestly we don't know what's gonna happen in the future
but what if you're a few days away from receiving happiness? maybe achieving your dreams?

I know it's hard to guess what's gonna happen
some bad things might occur
that's also why i'm scared of the future
but why do we worry about the bad things when we can think of the good things instead
show people how much you're excited

being sad is normal
being scared is normal
but remember you also have time to be happy

and you deserve to find happiness

hopefully my future posts wouldn't be so sad, but this is it for this one.
see ya :)

-Kam