a here we go agin

well hellu there

i'm back? noo.. that's wrong. i'm posting again! (not exactly back, cuz that implies i will actually be regularly posting again, ridiculous)

yeah i'm still inconsistent, the same. can't commit.

what's different?

i watch anime now... i suppose i could say that. why would that make me any different?

bigdeal

So guess what? I'm back, right, except this time, I'm not all, ooohh I'm sorry I haven't been posting... BUT INSTEAD!
GET READY!
I'm actually fine with this, you know? At least I'm back. I'm not generally fine IRL-wise but I'm fine with blogging again. This is a surprise for me to feel this way but ehh... whatever.

confuse + cacw spolier

*SP8ILER*
I also know that LEGO spoiled Giant-Man in Captain America. I was like "Whoa, bruh that's a spoiler. Whatever, I already saw that." Like a mini spoiler? I'm just glad it's not something big like who is actually going to die in Civil War, does not include theories and rumors, more like an actual spoiler like the actual thing that's going to happen.
*END OF SP8ILER*

https://sokamazing.blogspot.com/2016/03/postertalkmath.html

I don't know why I had this in my draft, I really don't know why.

in denial

Hey folks.

I'm really tired, it's 1 AM and I'm waiting for a download. So IDK how this will turn out, I may not format the post in any crazy way like how I usually do because, I'm tired. Will format (edit?) some words if necessary.
But it's probably not gonna be that necessary I'll still make the text so big or so BOLD.

So what are you downloading, you ask. Well, it's that twitter archive, if you're crazy about these kind of things you'd know what it is.
I'm downloading mine and it's taking ages.

so me am I riiight

Turns out on this post I really meant it when I said "Alright then, that's all for this month," The heck.
Well, that's me, am I right? Haha. Not funny.
Sorry I have to get off Blogger now I gotta binge Brooklyn Nine-Nine.
SO. GOOD.

NINE NINE

It's crazy how I actually have exactly 63 posts both in 2016 and in 2017. And thirty THREE last year, like, (3)(3). WHat thE hECk.
WHAT THE HEEEEEEECK!!!
(Apparently I wrote "twenty THREE" instead of how many it actually is, and I don't understand why. What happened to my vision??)
(My Vision is a dead Microsoft XP now rip big boye) 
(Haha Marvel reference)

Well, HELLO BOYOS! :D

I might not A LIE write much for this one because I was about to dive in and binge Brooklyn Nine-Nine.
THAT'S A STORY! That's right, I have been binging B99 lately, it's such a good show omg.
I've known myself as one who does not get into TV series much, but MY GOODNESS I just HAVE to keep watching B99 until the finale (but I really hope season 7 won't be the last season). I mean it's SOO FUNNY and it puts a smile on my face.

Ayyy wat up

Ello boyos.

I realize it's been a while since I've done anything to my blog, and my YouTube channel. It's been about half a year.
So here I am, paying attention to capitalization and all, since I'm on laptop. And I'm back for good. (Now)
Well, I don't know if it's proper to say I'm "back for good" since maybe after this I won't be updating my blog for another two months lol, that's usually how I am, that's how you know it's me, never having actual commitment.

Oh what can I say to keep you guys updated with everything that has been going on? Well, I guess...
I've been getting anxious a lot, every time I'm reminded of something that definitely stresses me out. Perhaps I'm never the person to make important decisions.
Like, take this for example, video games. For certain games I like to have multiple saves and each of them goes through different things.
Are you getting my point here?

Oh naw

Okay first thing first i'm in the bathroom
Why? Okay so- wait no- first, this isn't the first time i bring my phone into the bathroom also not one in many times this is like the second time.

Okay whatever
I just haven't been feeling well this past week- i'm taking a dump. I am not feeling so good Mr. Stark.
Stomach issues or whatever.
Bathroom back and forth.
Not the excuse of why i haven't been posting for the last 3 months. There's actually no reason at all idk.

Ok idk why i'm talking about this when i really shouldn't be this isn't the place to do it but ugh whatever.
I'm out of the bathroom.

So apologies and stuff tho i really shouldn't i mean who am i apologizing to? There's nobody to apologize to. So i don't own anyone an apology if i do apologize anyway it won't be sincere let's be honest here.

So i won't apologize, kinda useless in this situation. I don't feel sorry?? I didn't let anybody down right? Aaand the reason why i haven't posting???

It's a thing with me really idk i just lost that damn commitment and lost track of this and all. I just don't do it anymore. It was all yay fun and then ok i'll do it until it's like oh i forgot to do it for the past 2 years oh well. Then sorta just left it.

Leaving and all that stuff like that time i bailed theater club i'm actually still sorry about that especially to the director with the highest order, sir, i am very sorry. Yes the thing was it was all fun and i really loved it until bam i just bailed and yeah?? Welp i regret that bring it back pls. Bring me back in?

I'm losing track of what i'm supposed to be writing down but that's also the thing with me surely this shouldn't be that hard for me to do just literally start typing eventually things start to come outta my mind then write those down and then it's never really a big deal like it's so easy why did i always try to make it a big deal both in quantity and quality as if i have enough commitment to do big deals.

No, right? You don't so just do it who cares who reads this anyway everything i just typed doesn't make any sense and they're all just thoughts not written in time so they're past thoughts trying to be brought back but instead of bringing them back organized they're just all over the place. That's it there you go.

So just start typing, no big deal.

Also another thing with me is that i probably triple check everything i write so in case there's a past thought i miss that i should be writing down IT'S LIKE OH FOOTBALL I'M FEELING LIKE I'M MISSING SOMETHING WHAT IS IT WHAT DID I THINK OF AAAAHHHH!!!!

Teeny update i've picked my movie watching hobby back up again and i'm thriving bishes. Venom was fun af. TOM HARDY YOU'RE AMAZING MAAANNN.

Till next time
Maybe

-Kam doesn't know how to keep up