nostalgia

hey people what's up
you know the recent news
club penguin is closing down
that's sad to me, i grew up playing it.

basically around 2011-2013, that was the time when i would play a lot, like seriously, a lot of online games like virtual worlds and mmorpgs.
also the time i played cp the most.

i almost cried knowing it's closing down because club penguin was definitely a part of my childhood.
but also at the same time gives me nostalgic feeling cuz i made a new account cuz i think my old accounts had gone i sorta stopped playing after 2013 or so.

like i had 4 accounts, 2 of them was the best, i had black belt on card-jitsu, i was an epf agent, i had 2 puffles that had a strangely similar name, frank and franky. i had a bunch of non member items and dozens of coins that i don't use bc i wasn't a member so i couldn't use the coins.

it's a huge throwback playing cp again with my last account that i just made to see cp one last time before it's gone on march 29.
well maybe not really one last time since i also newly discovered cpps, club penguin private servers. allows users to have membership and coins for free.

i didn't know this years ago, cuz i was so stupid. i found out the first cpps icpv1 opened on 2011 and it was shut down due to copyright issues.
but who cares anymore i'm going to play cpps since original cp is closing down.

plus i couldn't afford and couldn't convince my parents to buy me membership so it's definitely a huge thing that now i can get them free and get a lot of member items by using commands.

but back then i knew a bit about trainers, like penguin storm but then again i was too stupid i didn't know where to download and to use it. so yeah basically it's a huge rediscovery that now i found out about cpps after years i stopped playing cp.
i made a cpps video on my yt channel

also today i watched a video about 5 best and 5 worst cp parties. and to be honest my favorite, also everyone else's favorite was operation blackout. now knowing this and having some nostalgia of this party made me glad that i was there during the party. i remember some things about it, it was definitely dark there on the island lol.

there are also a bunch more memories of me playing cp, by playing cpps, now, i get to see the old cp and also visit cp parties with party switcher on one of the cppses and i went to puffle party and realized that it was such a blast also being on a puffle party i loved the box dimension so much. so yeah absolutely worth it.

right now i'm just feeling glad i was there on the greatest years of cp, operation blackout and one of the puffle parties along with a bunch more parties i don't remember, i didn't realize something really precious back then, now that i miss them. but i'm so glad cp was a part of my childhood and that i was playing it a lot during the greatest years of cp with it's awesome parties.

also that i found out cp was going downhill since then, since i stopped playing. i don't know about this thing but i'm just glad i was there before that happened.
now something that was so precious and so memorable is about to go away.
i had so much memories... i'm gonna cry.

but anyway, club penguin island? am i gonna play it? i'm just afraid i won't enjoy it as much as i enjoyed the original club penguin. i don't know why but i have this feeling of like, cp was the best... i miss my favorite parties such like operation blackout and puffle party. i also saw some bad cp reviews on android cp app, made me think, they didn't enjoy cp? must be new players that weren't there on the golden days.

it's pretty much crap now considering disney owned it and all the parties are sponsored, not original parties with great plot and decorations on the island just like how i used to know. now waddle on party? the last party? i don't know, i don't like it that much considering it's like a goodbye not like a celebration of great years of cp to me, no.

so yeah i think that's all the nostalgia, the great memories, i hope you guys feel the same as me as a former cp player. also hope you guys enjoyed reading, thank you so much for being here.
see you next time, bye!

-Kam is feeling nostalgic but a bit sad.

INFINITY WAR

DID YOU FRICKIN SEE IT?
AVENGERS INFINITY WAR IS IN PRODUCTION I SAW THE VIDEO, DAY ONE BEHIND THE SCENE CLIP, ON TWITTER, @AVENGERS TWEETED IT!!!

https://twitter.com/Avengers/status/830232812154392577

ROBERT DOWNEY JR
TOM HOLLAND
CHRIS PRATT
IN ONE FRICKIN VIDEO

I EXPLODED I SWEAR
I EXPLODED INSIDE
I CAN'T HANDLE THE FEELINGS
I NEED IT IMMEDIATELY

LIKE HOW
SUDDENLY I FEEL SO MOTIVATED IN LIFE
I FEEL THE SPIRIT OF LIVING THIS LIFE
I'M STILL GEEKING OUT CAN YOU NOT

MARVEL OMG MADE MY LIFE JUST A LOT BETTER
I'M SO EXCITED FOR INFINITY WAR
IT'S NEXT YEAR CAN Y'ALL BELIEVE IT???
IT'S GONNA BE RIGHT IN FRONT OF OUR EYES AND WE WOULDN'T BELIEVE ANY OF THIS
GUUUYS IT'S HAPPENING
WE'RE GONNA HAVE IT, I CAN'T WAIT!!!

-KAM IS STILL GEEKING OUT

kitten

my cat gave birth to a kitten today, February 10.
yes, only one kitten, that's rare, i know.
i even searched on google if it's normal, i didn't really get a perfect answer.
but let's hope it's normal and the mom and the kitten will be healthy.

and let me be honest, the cat gave birth under my bed. that's interesting.
for some reason it's comfy, good for sleeping on. my cat likes to sleep there.

and what other things should i say?
well, i've been actively uploading videos to YouTube. you might wanna check out my channel, it's sodacannot.
maybe i won't be too active and upload a lot of videos in a day in the future because i ran out of data so quickly by uploading videos soo... yeah.

the contents mostly are gameplays, you know, cuz, i don't know why.
been uploading them straight from my android phone, super easy.
that's probably why i did gameplays because i only had to record then upload, simple and effortless which is a bit bad.
i need to get the qualities up.

i mean guys, i'm a starter, shouldn't be a problem. also i'm not aiming for subs and views. just kinda want to upload.
well mostly because i have the videos in either my phone or laptop then i was looking for a way to get more space, yeah mostly because i was running out of space. so i just upload them to youtube.

even though i've been getting no views at all. well i mean i got few, like 2 or 6 on few of my earlier or ts3 videos.
so why don't you, readers, check out my videos, give me a bit views, share to people? lol

so i guess that's it for this post
hope you guys enjoy reading and i'll see you on the next post
byeee

-Kam ran out of space

feeling like vader

CHOKE

i want
i mean
no

but yeah i'm feeling like darth vader
idk
i have this star wars t-shirt that is really nice, like really really nice, how it looks and feels, nice.
so yeah maybe that's my fave t-shirt

it has vader's mask on it and it's black so whenever i'm doing black on black on black outfit i feel the urge to choke
i feel like i rule the world
i just want everyone to fear me
and at the same time a bad parent

no i'm not a parent irl tho
but like, anakin lol
bad parent he is hmm *yoda
lol

lololol everywhere lol

i'm still in a super bad mood but
WHATEVER I'M DARTH VADER LOL MWAHHAHAHAH

have a nice day
-Kam

i'm lost

my fault.

youuu

youuu guuuys
i'm still not okay but
here's something
i decided to finally unprivate my first youtube video
and also upload a bunch more!!

now this is my first time
i think
but hey why don't you guys see this one video.
relatable amirite

today i was just thinking... what am i doing with these stupid videos that is in ma lappy?
gameplays, edited videos, those that are supposed to be "somewhere"
youtube
so i decided, i'm gonna upload them to youtube.

i uploaded like 14 vids
one was copyrighted lol
it was the very beginning of captain america civil war but with stupid subtitle
like wow in just few seconds youtube got me
i obviously wrote "this isn't mine" stuff like that ya know "just for fun"
but still
so yeah whatever
the rest of them are pretty much gameplays and other stupid crap so i don't have to worry bout anythin

also changed my few things on my newgrounds profile
my username is the same i'm using on youtube
go on check my profile out

so yeah that's probably all of it i hope you guys are feeling okay unlike me
have a great day and good bye :)

- Kam is probably a YouTuber

am i okay

i swear my life is mess right now
yeah hello hi i'm back
i'm totally not doing good
sooo
i don't know about this post tbh
still blogging with my phone
dunno it's quicker
this is a quickfire post
i don't even know what to talk about
maybe some updates

i'm depressed and had some anxiety attacks
yea that's what is happening
i'm like a mess inside a mess

i'm not talking about giving up life
no. if you're going through perhaps a similar struggle please, don't even think of ending your life

you have so much to live for
honestly we don't know what's gonna happen in the future
but what if you're a few days away from receiving happiness? maybe achieving your dreams?

I know it's hard to guess what's gonna happen
some bad things might occur
that's also why i'm scared of the future
but why do we worry about the bad things when we can think of the good things instead
show people how much you're excited

being sad is normal
being scared is normal
but remember you also have time to be happy

and you deserve to find happiness

hopefully my future posts wouldn't be so sad, but this is it for this one.
see ya :)

-Kam

metal assassin?

hey people wassup?

listen, i'm not in a mood. so this post might just turn into a train wreck at any time.

just be careful and pay attention to your surroundings.
that's... too much. :/

and yeah even though holiday's over i'm still blogging with my phone.

dunno, it feels more comfortable this way and like, a bit more... something. it just feels great.

even though it lacks features, unlike the pc/web version, but it sorta feels a lot user friendly and not too serious which is what i like.

also it's still with old android design, not with all stylish material design which is really great with android lollipop and marshmallow.

i don't know about you guys, but that's how i feel about the app. i rate it-
wait how come am i reviewing the app now?

also, i made an imdb account, i feel great. i made a list of movies i've seen. i can keep track of things (movie related).

if you guys wanna check out the list, click right over here. cool innit?

so far i've seen 150 movies. of course it's not all of 'em since i made 2 days ago and i could be missing some.

it's funny the first video i put in it is star wars rogue one. ONE. rogue one. lol the first video.

the list isn't in the right order, not from the first one i've seen to the latest one, because i wouldn't remember all of them.

sort of disappointed at myself for not watching assassin's creed and passengers.

i wanted to see them but it's late, some theaters in my city isn't showing them anymore. so maybe i'll wait for dvd release.

i heard assassin's creed wasn't like what people expected though, but i'm still curious to see it since i played some of the games.

and plus michael fassbender is playing the lead role sooo... i hope he won't be messing around with metal, lol.

it's great to see magneto doing parkour stuff instead of levitating himself. but wouldn't it be great, an assassin who has a superpower?? XD

at least he's still our shark daddy loool

well yeah maybe one of the reasons why i wanted to see these movies is because marvel actors are leading the role.

jennifer lawrence, chris pratt, michael fassbender. maybe even more, i don't know.

but hey 2017 is gonna be great right, we have mcu with 3 movies, wow. guardians of the galaxy vol 2, spider-man homecoming, and thor ragnarok!

also we'll have hugh jackman's last wolverine role, in logan.

i'm totally excited for those. i know i'm having a really bad time with life, but at least some things in life will make me happy like nothing else will.

so don't worry about anything, if you're a marvel fan, like to watch movies, 2017 is here to entertain us. be happy! :)

yup i think that's it, have a great day!
goodbye! :)

-Kam is excited for the movies this year!