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Heeeyyyyy sup guys

Ahh sorry I've been gone a long time, dunno.
I'm blogging with my phone again, cause, well, firefox is having problems handling google accounts.
Let's not get into too much detail there! Hi! So I'm back!

I'm feeling confused though, like I have no hope, lol idk, shouldn't worry too much cause everything's gonna be just ok.
Life.. uh... finds a way. Am I right?!

Let's start with some obvious things, well AN obvious thing, STAR WARS THE LAST JEDI!!!! YUP.
I've seen it, and though some people might not agree with me, but, a lot others will, The Last Jedi was incredible.
I loved it.

It's like a thrilling ride. An unexpected journey. Okay just watch it if you haven't.
Also I went all the way from Stormpilot to Kylux. HAHAHAH not that I don't ship Stormpilot anymore but HAHAHAHAH.

Another thing, birthday, yay birthday, in a few days, hm yes hmm yes yes.
I have a feeling I won't be getting much, tbh, and, I don't know, this doesn't help anything. I want both a freaking PS Vita Slim and a 2DS XL.

Cuz u know, if u wanna buy me one I'd be very thankful of your existence. Oh yeah I wish someone would buy me either one. Or I'll buy both, maybe, but I don't have much like. Like. Like. But I don't want someone to help me with buying it you know the payment, I'd rather get some money from them and then buying it myself without them knowing so there's no "oh some of the money that bought this was once belong to me so technically this could be mine so let me borrow it"

Wth.

Well I guess just buy one that interests me more than the other then, save more money till I have enough for the other one AND THEN I'LL HAVE BOTH a vita and a 2ds in some months to ten years gap whatever the heck-

Okay I'm done.
Just enjoy life and the things you have while they still exist and the people you have while they're still around.

Okay bye now.

-Kam

Why?

Sorry you guys, i delay the infinity war trailer shots reaction thing. It will be here though but not anytime soon.

I want to talk.
I want to ask.

Why?
Why can't i talk to other people like other people?
Why can't i interact and communicate well like other people?
I always imagine doing everything a lot harder because of this. Including reaching my dreams and, living.

When i talk to other people...
Do i get nervous? No.
Do i get anxious? At times, yes, when i feel like i did something wrong or awkward.
I just...
I can't come up with things to talk about or say something fast enough to actually talk well to make them want to talk to me again because i can't start a conversation for goodness' sake.

I guess i do get nervous that's why my brain just can't. Can't think of a verbal response. Just. Can't.

Do i want to talk to other people? Yes! I really really do if i know how to do it just right.
And on one side, i have to say this, although i really hate me for this and i really hate the word. I'm shy, KIND OF, not so much.
I WANT to change, i want to work my life out, i want to get rid of my shyness forever, can't act well with it right?

I want to let everyone know also, i'm ashamed of being shy, weird i know, but i'm serious. I want to be able to fully express myself like other people.

Surely i'll need help with all of these but, i need to talk with other people, and try doing better.
But where can i get in life when i can't even open up, talk about these things to other people??

Mushroom. Shitake mushroom.

Do you hear me? No, you don't. I don't speak loud enough.

I'm trying to reach out. If you see this, help me.

-Kam

There was an idea

"In time, you will know what it's like to lose."
Y'ALL AVENGERS INFINITY WAR TRAILER IS HEEERE

It was out, finally, 2 days ago, on November 29th, 2017.
I'M SO READY FOR IT BUT NOT REALLY.

Okay I'm assuming you've seen it I mean WHO THE HECK HASN'T. If for some reason you haven't seen it then what the hell go see it now link here.
Or maybe you're too hyped you want to see the trailer again and try to find some things that you missed watching it the first time.

"Feeling the air"

Hey what is up people?!

AAAYY THE 28TH OF NOVEMBAAAH

I've been kind of enjoying life hahahahah no I mean just a little.
(It's actually enjoying a game)

And I'm doing a project. My own, not worth talking about. BUT it envolves possibly helping other people.
Why, "possibly"? Because I'm not sure if I'm actually helping or not, lol.
???
But hopefully, yeah, some people will come and thank me maybe.
Just enjoy my work okay??

I have nothing else to do I feel like.

Give me an ANSWER

Hey people, what's up?

It's time for some THEORIES!1!1!!!1
Kind of.

First of all, out of topic, I saw Justice League, and lemme say it: It's not bad, I liked it.
I can promise everyone that from now on I will be watching all of future DCEU movies, hopefully.
That's just so wrong lol, "promise" and "hopefully" WELL hopefully I can keep my promise.

Oh there are two post credits scene so don't miss those!

So I watched The Good Doctor...
All 7 released episodes of it.
And now I have a really deep thought that I can't get off my head.

Knowledge

Hey sup y'all!?

Alright so Justice League comes out in a few days here.

So should I stay or should I go?
I mean should I watc- WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT OF COurse I'm gonna see it!
I mean I'm gonna see "IT" so bye lol nevermind I don't think it's still playing in cinemas near me.
I n  c i n e m a s  n e a r  y o u

I gotta be honest, I have only a little bit of DC knowledge. Since I started liking superhero and comic stuffs few years ago, this is okay right? I grew up with Naruto manga and anime lol, and also K-POP boybands, well, I was attached to one.

f u t u r e

Hello depressed people what is up?
I'm sorry.

OH COME ON JUST FACE THE TRUTH ALRIGHT.
But don't just stay there, rise for some change!! You know it sucks but it can get better!
Who? Pennywise?
NO, frENd it's LIFE! Life can get better, if you make it happen. 

Awh noice, wise messages right at the beginning of the post. What even is this anymore? Why am I like this? :P

DemoDOGS

Hey people what's up?
My mouse is broken, can't exactly use this laptop properly without it, I'm a mouse-keyboard balanced user ya know...

What even is that?

I won't be using formats on this one, sorry this one won't be my "usual me".